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Sunday, May 21, 2006


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*trying to wake up..*

21/05/06
11.55pm













maRcUs` (",)



| yawns @ 12:08 PM|

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Saturday, May 13, 2006


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*wo hui hao hao guo*

13/05/06
6.33pm

if one day you feel like crying...
Call me.
I don't promise that I will make you laugh,
But I can cry with you.

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If one day you want to run away-
Don't be afraid to call me.
I don't promise to ask you to stop...
But I can run with you.

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If one day you don't want to listen to anyone...
Call me.
I promise to be there for you.
And I promise to be very quiet.

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But if one day you call...
And there is no answer...
Come fast to see me.
Perhaps I need you.

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If 1 day u need me,
just think for me,
i will always be with u.








maRcUs` (",)




| yawns @ 6:46 PM|

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Friday, May 12, 2006


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*Fever & Cough*

12/05/06
7.55am

I nid a doc.. badly.. Recently, i found out tt my body was getting weaker n weaker each time when we came back frm outfield.. i duno y.. the last field camp i had a bad cough.. n this sits test i gt myself a fever + cough.. the most farking thing i wan to curse n swear is tt the MO does not wan to gif mi attn C. fark him.. __ i was really sick.. i jus nid some proper rest at hm.. 1 or 2 days will do.. but this farker gave mi 7 days attn B. wtf.. i gt a range nex wk.. sometimes i jus feel like giving them a piece of my mind if not for the 3 golden stripes.. the best part? they did not even gave mi any cough syrup.. jux purely painkillers.. *shakes head*

ok.. enough of my sickness.. getting sick n tired.. well, i finish my 12km RM in a farking hot weather.. we stop 3 times.. n most of the pits stop was not even in shade.. PLUS at each times we jus gt abt 5 mins of rest nia.. enough to drink water n refill nia.. i dunoo how i did it.. but i did it.. for the last 2km.. it was unbearing.. i feel like falling out.. but i jus kept tinking abt her.. went through in my mind how i chase her.. getting together.. going out.. everything.. i even though of her being beside mi holding my hands.. pushing mi on.. OMG.. i was bascially daydreaming.. it was farking tiring.. i dunno how am i going to finish my 24km..

"why are you here?"
"sir, fallen out"
"wad is the prob?"
"sir, i having a fever"
"go n tk ur temp now.."
after taking the temp..
"wad your temp?"
"sir, 37.6 deg"
"farking spyders.. do u tink u can continue?"
"yes sir.. no prob"
"i fark u.. go n get ur field pack n go n report sick"
- guess hu said to mi?

went back to the sits test area to help out.. i duno y ar.. ppl like to look at each others when they were asked for volunteers.. n eye power doesn't help to move the stuffs.. i really gt nth to say abt these fragots..

went through some of my stuffs.. saw the pics we took when we went sentosa.. i jus cant tk the fact tt she gone.. real gone.. i jus had to move on.. she will lived in my memories.. my brothers.. i really miss them veri much.. i am real sorry guys..


3 more weeks to POP!!!

maRcUs`(",)






| yawns @ 7:52 AM|

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Saturday, May 06, 2006


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can u spot me?
Full Battle Order!
Waiting for BIC!!!
Bronco Platoon 2
*Fucking Moody*

06/05/06
5.40pm

woo.. guess wad.. i decided to turn to u again.. well all these while i was basically overseas.. training hard to become a man.. "It is not what u leave behind.. It is what u will gain in future.." firstly i tinking.. bullshit.. wtf i am here man.. these slogan will onli make mi miss things more.. but after wks.. i finally realised wtf i am here for.. it is not only abt the defencing of sg.. but i oso discovered how man will react in times of troubles.. ptp phrase, technical handling of my wife, first aid, field camp, imt shoot. all these haf past.. in an blink of an eye.. left with sits test, live range, gernade throw n SOC run.. n tt it.. FINISH!! SOC.. it is a hell of a playground.. i went through everything.. except for the jacob's ladder due to the weather conditions.. to my surprise.. i clear every obstacles.. include the low rope.. dun ask mi how i did.. but i did it.. N my 2.4km.. I PASSED!! i guess my result was a below 12mins.. To mi.. IPPT is a challenge to mi now.. bcos of my pulls up.. Next will be my SOC.. although i can clear everything.. but still with the SBO on and the 700m run.. i dun tink i can pass.. field camp was a hell of a fun.. with all the blanks we shot.. ORGASM!!! but not the digging part.. it was fucking tiring.. u will nv wan to do it again..

anyway.. she left mi.. this time.. my heart does not hurt so much compared to the first time.. i am still sure.. she is the 1 i loved the most.. i jus hope she will feel the same way..

4 more wks to POP!!!



maRcUs` (",)



| yawns @ 5:39 PM|

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